waddup dawg.

yo.

I got engaged, A proposed to me and I'm going to get married.                       wtf.

This is actually shit mental crazy.

And I’m so excited, we told uncle t about it not that long ago and he took it really well, like mega well. I told him we needed to talk to him about something and that it was really important for the both of us to see them both surprise surprise the aunt was far too busy. so he came round and I made him a cup of tea and then sat next to A who put his hand on my leg while I told him go on you can tell him he won’t eat you. but A couldn't tell him, mega shy A kicked in and so Uncle T said let me help you and he knew exactly what we needed to talk about and took it really well and was mega happpy for us and then he gave us a lesson saying that one day we might not find each other as attractive as we do now and that we mustn’t let that change things between us because if we are going to get married than its forever and not just so I can become French, why he ever thought it was so I could become French I have no idea but then that’s Uncle T for you.

I managed to do it, I've found someone with who I want to spend my life, and with who I feel so unbelievably happy that if my heart exploded it would create a whole new universe, or a million new stars. Or cure cancer or do something so wonderful I would have something named after me, a flower, or a museum.

I'm looking to do work experience atm, its payed, and if I do that then I can go further in education or just get a job, or do both, life just continues to look up, and a is doing okay at school so far I think, which is really good, because he needs to, and if he does really well in his first year and then I have a proper stable job, he might move in, which would be totally awesome, because atm we were only seeing each other at the weekend, but last week and this week we get to see each other the Wednesday night, Friday night Saturday and Sunday, even though he can’t sleep over we still get to do stuff together which is miles better that not seeing each other and never being able to do anything together. I really love that boy.