L

the letter 'L'.
Location
Luck
Love
Life
Lucy.

My location is France.
Luck is believing your lucky; I believe I am.
L'amour vient à qui sait attendre.  “I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”
"Life is what happens to you when your busy making other plans" - John Lennon.

Lucy. Me, myself and I. that's all there is to it, ask someone else they'll give you a different answer. it's tricky, I get told if I don't believe in or have confidence in myself, how can I ever expect anybody else to have faith in me. Anybody else to have confidence in my ability to do something. People say im strong for how I've come out the other side of one of the hardest times of my life; and yet I could not have done it with the amazingly good friends I've had and made along the way. Emily. was always there for me, made the effort, and I don't know how on earth I could have ever got this far without her. but then along the way I met other people, made other new friends and lost the old ones.
Probably the worst thing about moving to France was the false promises made to me, people I used to class as incredibly good friends; 'we'll stay in contact, I promise', only they never did stay in contact, and well I haven't made any friends out here either, yes I love France, and when people ask me how things are out here yes they are great, but I distinctly lack friends. That said, in the last year I have gained two incredibly good friends.
Ash - met her in October 2011, everyone said we were 'twins' of each other. so I wasn't looking forward to meeting her that much and her not looking forward to it either. But we met and 'clicked' talk as much as possible and unlike other people that claim to my best friend she makes the effort to talk to me, as does the next person.
Lewis - I don't even know when it was I met Lewis.. but I remember him standing on the corner next to that bank in a grey coat with too many pockets. the first thing I said was 'you don't look anything like your Facebook picture' because he didn't. his picture at the time was a highly animated smile, he was in the snow. we went to Burger King, we being Lewis, Ash, Abi, Alex, Dan and myself maybe Louis, I had a Chicken Royale. we went to H&M and tried on about 10 different hats, it was hilarious. we went to the cinema, I think we saw Chronicle. it was good. don't remember much else.. we then went 'ONLINE' and basically know each other through MSN, we talk quite often, its a ritual, around 8 en France both sign in to MSN, or if I'm on Facebook he's learnt it tends to mean I'm on MSN. we webcam, but we keep our clothes on. we talk, and do other stuff at the same time. my uncle said what's the point in being on webcam if you do other stuff, my argument, I love lewis to bits but I do not just want to stare at him constantly that would be verrrrry creepy. we're jokingly engaged. he makes me laugh, cheers me up when I need it, and will listen to me rant about anything. your an important chum Pooh, hope you know it. <3

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